Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Easter Reflections


Many of us celebrated Easter last week. Growing up, Easter was mainly about eggs, family, pastel colors, and candy. As I got older it became more about Jesus. When I began maturing as a Believer it became so much more...it also became more for me in 2009....

Ever since the Lord radically stepped into the chaos of my life in my mid-twenties, I have been drawn to Holy Week. However, my draw was not to Sunday, but Friday. The Passion movie only fueled the fire. Easter was nice, but I felt closer to God on Good Friday. Why is this? One thing I have found out is that I can more vividly picture Jesus' last week before His death, than His presence after the Resurrection. Of course, Scripture is filled with lots of stories about His life before His death, and very few after the Resurrection. I am sure this plays a part. I also feel that I moped around as a young Believer, focusing mainly on my depravity, guilt, shame, and sin...this somehow led me to associate easier with Jesus dying for all of that.

As the years have gone by in my faith journey I have had a new kind of aweness of Holy Week. Good Friday is still precious to me, but the Resurrection has been opened up to me as well. I believe this has happened as the Spirit has given me a greater balance of understanding the awesomeness of the Resurrection. How does this play out in my life? Although I am full of sin and desperately need Jesus to cleanse that through His blood, I am also now a child of God, a new creation, fully redeemed with new life because Jesus died AND rose again. I am also struck by the fact that the disciples were moping around after Jesus' death, wondering if they had made a mistake...until Jesus reappeared...and it was only after that reappearance that the world was set on fire...

Friday, March 27, 2009

Phase 2

Christianne and I have begun what I am calling "Phase 2" in our journey of missions. Phase 1 was amazing. As one may recall, I was called into missions after a vivid revelation from God in the basement of my aunt and uncle's house in Minnesota. That summer changed the course of my life. I went back home to Arizona and started exploring the vocation of missions. I attended Urbana in 2003, and that confirmed the call even more as I spent most of my time crying about how many people were unreached....

I then enrolled in Phoenix Seminary and essentially focused my studies on missiology. Upon graduation in the Spring of 2005, I officially became a missionary. In the Summer of 2006, I deployed to Central Asia and embarked on the greatest adventure, learning experience, and mission of my life. I met my soon-to-be wife there and we came back to the States (Philadelphia) to get married in 2007. I got a job at a new mission agency: World Harvest Mission. Christianne got pregnant in the Winter of 2007 and I also assumed a leadership position within WHM....thus, Phase 2 started.

Upon taking the role at WHM, I was asked to raise support for my position. This came as no surprise as most leadership roles at missions agencies are support raising positions. In January of 2009 my wife and I started to raise support....and this is where the Lord has us in our journey now, our sojourn.....

That summer in Minnesota, I was called into missions. That call hasn't changed. God called me into missions for my life, I am sold out to that calling. This is Phase 2 of that call....

More to come.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Grace Becomes a Law?


So, what happens when GRACE becomes a LAW?

Is that even possible?

I would love to hear what you think...

Monday, January 05, 2009

Lessons of the Epiphany

The turning over of the New Year usually is a time of great reflection for me. I certainly have a lot to be thankful for. I certainly have a lot I want to do differently as well. This Sunday at church I was challenged to take a deeper step in my faith.

The step revolved around: fragrance.

The story of the Magi started me down this road of contemplating fragrance. These men (presumably 3, although not historically or biblically confirmed) brought extravagant gifts to Jesus. The equivalent of our day may be: a brand new car, or money from our retirement accounts, or a diamond ring. However, these modern day examples may not be entirely accurate because the gifts brought by the Magi were not only extravagant, but symbolic.

Gold likely symbolized royalty, as kings would usually have the riches of the land. Gold was very valuable (as it has always been), therefore the Magi were likely giving Jesus the best they had with this gift. Frankincense was like incense, or a scent, used for aroma and/or medication in some instances. In Jesus' day, frankincense was used for state meetings and in religious ceremonies. The Emperor Nero (A.D. 37-68), at the funeral of his second wife Poppaea, burnt in excess of the total annual production of Arabia. It is largely considered the highest quality scent in the world today, and Omani frankincense is sold for $120 per kilogram in Arabia. Of course this symbolizes the "aroma of Christ" and a "sweet smelling sacrifice" of His life. Myrrh was primarily used to embalm the dead in those times. It was used in commerce, and was an ingredient of holy ointment. Myrrh was offered to Jesus as He hung on the Cross as a stupefying potion. Myrrh then is used as a symbol of the suffering and death of Christ for our sins.

I love how profound Scripture is...although at times it is quite "stupefying" for me to contemplate as well! Thinking about these gifts from the Magi, I really focused in on the frankincense. I was challenged as to how much of a fragrance I wear and leave behind that would point people to Christ. I know of many areas in my day to day life that lack this aroma. I desire to interact with people in such a way that they couldn't help but smell the fragrance of Christ, and that the aroma would stick with them.

So ushering in the New Year, 2009, I look not to lose weight, or to save money, or to travel the world, but to be the fragrance of Christ to the world around me.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

A Life of Happiness or Purpose?

I am sitting at my keyboard not sure of what to type. I used to have lots of time to read, meditate, contemplate, etc. my life as a Believer, but these days are making it harder to do this anymore. I heard a quote (not from the Bible, but a secular reference) that really struck a chord with me...got me back into this wistful place of contemplation and meditation about the world, about my God, about my walk with Him...Here is the quote I heard...

Happiness or Purpose, a life being lived cannot follow both paths. Living a life of happiness requires living and focusing on the day at hand. Living a life of purpose means you are haunted by regrets of the past and anxious or hopeful for the future.


This saying got the old wheels turning in my head again. First off, the Word has little to say about "happiness", so that word has little relevance to me (although it has great relevance in our cultural context). The biblical word for me would be "joy", but joy and happiness are very mutually exclusive ideas (but, alas, I will get past that part). The rest of the saying really got me thinking though. If it is true, I must be living a life of purpose (and by the way, the word "purpose" here doesn't inherently mean a "good" purpose) because I rarely concentrate my feelings, thoughts, and emotions on my current "day". I spend a lot of energy thinking about my past, failures and successes (ugghh, I hate those words)..check that, setbacks and progressions, and learning from them. I spend time thinking about how gracious, merciful, and patient God was with me when I was straying far from Him. I think about my life as a single and how much it has changed. I think about how radically God has changed my worldview concerning His Kingdom on earth. I think about past things..often..in the present. Then I think about where I am going and who I am becoming. I think about being a missionary again. I think about providing for my family's future and progressing as an individual, husband, father, son, etc. Lest you think I only have positive thoughts...I think about fears of the future as well: age, retirement (another foreign concept in Scripture), health concerns, how to be a father and husband, and fears.


So, a life of "purpose" is what that is huh? I think not. Maybe ideologically it could be thought of as that. As the show Heroes says...just saving the world. However, the Bible speaks about living for the day and being concerned with only that, for who knows if tomorrow will ever come. It also says that the past has been washed away, lest we hang Jesus again over and over. My point is this: living for the day is hard, but its biblical, and things that are biblical are often hard. I need to learn to let my past be my past and not to worry about the future, which, according to this worldly quote, leaves me with a life void of purpose...which is great news to me, because I know of a different story than the world's....






Thursday, November 13, 2008

Changing of Seasons


Economically, it marks the end of the Long Boom, which began in 1983. Politically, it probably marks the end of conservative dominance, which began in 1980. Generationally, it marks the end of baby boomer supremacy, which began in 1968. For the past 16 years, baby boomers, who were formed by the tumult of the 1960s, occupied the White House. Tuesday, November 4th 2008, a member of a new generation became president-elect.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

The Presidential Election

I know politics are touchy. I know we all have opinions. There is a new dialogue that is emerging within Evangelical circles revolving around politics, presidents, and ideologies. A conversation that I am joyful to be a part of.

This is a letter:
From my brother and my dear friend in Christ, Brett Berger.
Another voice. For your edification. May we all grow closer to Him...

And now in response to every email I have received and every post I have seen on the internet, I will add my official statement on this election. I make this statement as a Christian, who confesses that Jesus is Lord, to Christians who make the same confession. I am nobody. I do not say this with infallibility. I do not say this with disrespect. I may charged with naiveté or worse. I only say this because my gut was about to bust, and I need to go on record. I am writing this to my friends and family, but I will be slightly disappointed if this does not make it around the world before dinner time.
(1) What is the most frequent command in Scripture? Do not fear! If there is anything with which I am disappointed concerning the church’s place in this election and the responses there after, it is the reign of fear. Prominent Christians have sent out messages trying to motivate us to vote McCain-Palin with threats of terrorist attacks, communism, abortion, homosexuality, the rise of Islam, the rise of the anti-Christ, the judgment of God, and cross-dressing kindergarten teachers. All of it playing on fear that may or may not be grounded in reality.
What is Scripture’s message to us? Do not fear! Why? Not simply because “God is in control,” but because “Christ is risen.” What is the significance of Jesus’ death and resurrection beyond the atonement for sin, but that we ourselves have the same destiny and call. What does that mean? Jesus’ resurrection points to our own and that we might also share in the cross before that glory. The sting of death is overcome, and so our deepest fear goes with it. When people no longer fear death, the tyrant’s power is threatened because his reign depends upon it. When the tyrant’s power is threatened, he will lash out. We look at the lives of martyrs throughout history and marvel at their courage and the testimony of their lives but think little of whether we might be considered worthy of same call or why they faced such terrible circumstances calmly, courageously, and-dare I say it-with joy. It is because the kingdoms of this world are impotent in the face of the kingdom of God. It is because they believed the promise of Jesus that if we lose our lives we find them. They believed that our call to take up our crosses might be literal and not simply about whether we are eating too much ice cream. They believed him when he asked us to love our enemies so much that we would resist killing them and offer them a blessing. They believed that we are to overcome evil with good by doing good even to the point of death.
Am I saying that we are all destined for martyrdom with an Obama administration? Not at all! Rather that our fears look so petty. I am simply saying “Do not fear!” Death is the worst that can happen, and it means nothing to the followers of a crucified and risen Messiah. Our prosperity and the ease of our lives may have made us soft and subtly wooed us into all kinds of idolatries.
(2) Have we, as some suggest, invited the judgment of God by electing Barack Obama? Hold on to your seats because I am about to lose some. If we invited the judgment of God upon our nation, I believe it was back with the signing of the Declaration of Independence. Our so-called Christian forefathers signed a document that says,
“We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness.—That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed,—That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness.”
But our Christian Scriptures say,
“Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. Consequently, he who rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves.” (Romans 13:1-2)
But what if the government was bad? Paul wrote these words under the reign of an Emperor who would eventually use Christians as torches to light his parties. He was not good. He was not Christian. He was not democratic. He was not a capitalist. He was not pro-life. He was the Emperor, and Paul trusted that his rise and fall depended more upon the will of God than any assessment or actions of our own, and that he did not have wisdom, knowledge, nor strength enough to resist that. Does this mean that we are to acquiesce to evil? No, rather it means that those is in power mean nothing to our ability to do good. But weren’t our founding fathers Christian? Some were. Some were in name only. Some were not. It would be an error to grant to them some kind of papal infallibility. The fundamental philosophy and structure of our government owes more to Enlightenment philosophy than it does to the Christian gospel. The autonomy of man, the supremacy of human reason, and even the individual’s right to seek one’s own happiness simply are not the virtues of the Christian gospel. Rather we are to find our life in God and give ourselves as servants to him and in the service of our neighbors.
The judgment of God in many ways is giving us what we want. When we declare our independence from God, he gives it to us.
(3) Neither America nor any other nation nor any form of government holds a special place in the heart of God with the exception of Israel [but more must be said on even that subject]. Even as early as Genesis, God has had his eye on blessing the nations. God bless America? Only if you can pray with equal conviction that God bless Iraq, Afghanistan, China, North Korea, and Iran. The gospel is meant to go to all nations, and the gospel is meant to unite people from all nations for “in Christ” there is no “Jew or Greek.” Ronald Reagan’s application of language to the United States of America used for Israel in the OT, and which Jesus applied to himself and his followers in the NT—namely that America is a “city set upon a hill” a “light to the world”—is to my mind not simply an error but an heresy from perspective of the Christian gospel. Yet from the beginning of this nation, much of our patriotic rhetoric has been to apply to the American experiment that which only applies to the kingdom of God. I believe in the separation of church and state not in the way of the secularists (which includes Republicans)—to protect America from the church. If I believe in it—if at all—to protect the church from America.
The Christian can not capitulate to such confusion. And the Christian must not confuse such allegiances.
(4) What about Obama’s platform? I take the two most common objections.
A) Obama is Pro-choice. Yes, and from my perspective, his voting record and position on this issue is unconscionable. Ultimately, I could not vote for him because I believe this issue to be one of our generation’s great moral stains on par with the slavery and segregation of generations past. Let me put this into perspective though. The early Christians lived in a pro-choice empire. Unwanted babies were, among other things, taken to the trash dump and left to die of exposure. What was the Christian response? They made runs to the dump to rescue these babies and adopt them as their own. I am convicted by my own indifference to the abortion debate on every day besides election day. By focusing solely on legislation I have essentially deflected my personal and social responsibility to the government. If our goal is save babies, we can not solely depend on our legislators and courts, we must be committed to making sacrifices such as adopting more children, involvement in the foster care system, supporting young women financially and emotionally who will choose to keep their babies, or at the very least giving chunks of money to ministries doing this work.
B) Obama is a socialist or redistributionist. So was Jesus. I say that in jest because it completely anachronistic, but let me put it this way. One of the defining and shining qualities of the early church was this: “All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need.” (Acts 2:44-45). One might object that this was voluntary and it was through a faith-based organization. I might also object that it was so voluntary that one famous young man was turned away by Jesus because he would not sell everything he had and give it to the poor (Luke 18:17-30; cf. Mark 10:17-22 and Matt 19:16-22). I might also say to those who advocate for a “Christian America” one must then consider advocating for a redistributionist America. I must also say at this point that whatever one might argue as far as pragmatism is concerned, please do not argue for capitalism and democracy on the basis of Christian doctrine. Neither capitalism nor socialism, neither democracy nor monarchy, nor any other human form of government are advocated by the Bible—only fidelity to God. The gospel can and has existed under every form of government. And in fact, it is only in the west that the gospel is in decline. China, Africa, Latin America and others are the places you want to go to find vibrant Christianity.
What am I advocating? I simply want us to see the world clearly. I want the church to be the church. If we are to do so, I believe that we must have the courage to put aside certain lies, misplaced hopes, and misplaced allegiances. We must put aside any notion that the American experiment and kingdom of God are the same thing. We must see that our primary allegiance is not to the “flag of the United States of America” but to the crucified and risen Lord. We must not let our hopes rise and fall with an election or a single candidate. Our love for country must be put in submission to the gospel. We must not see power in the same way. We must not see money in the same way. We must not see politics in the same way. We must not see patriotism the same way. We must be truthful people. We must be courageous people.
Abraham Lincoln said, “Sir, my concern is not whether God is on our side; my greatest concern is to be on God's side, for God is always right.”
Jesus turned the world upside down. Strong is the new weak. Weak is the new strong. Do not fear!